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DONT YOU THINK THE ABOVE LOOKS LIKE A TRAIL OF SPERMS?

I know I just blogged a few minutes ago but this is too great an excitement for me to contain:

PRIS HEUNG FOUND THE FISHING THING I WANTED.OMG OMG OMG.THIS IS CRAZY.I AM GOING CRAZY, SHE IS GOING CRAZY.

I AM SO EXCITED COS I THINK THE WHOLE PICNIC GANG MIGHT BE GOING THERE.WAH OMG I'VE BEEN WAITING SO MANY YEARS FOR THIS DAY TO COME! LOVE PRIS HEUNG TO THE ULTIMATE MAX.

Guess what.
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I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE TWILIGHT MOVIE.

Edward wasnt as pulchritudinous as the book made him out to be.The movie's pretty interminable and draggy.Personally I thought the movie really sucked.Sorry if I offended any twilight fans.Oh wait....twilight has fans? HAHAHAHA.Ok that was mean.

Decided not to attend A's surpise birthday party.Felt bad abt it but I hope the other girls had fun.Will most probably attend the steamboat party next tues, so I guess it'll make up for my absence tonight.I rmb kissing A on her 14th birthday cos I didnt bring a present.How memorable is that.

Just checked out some macbook stuff for banana.I hope she gets a vaio tmrw or smth if not we can never rekindle those memories of drawing incomprehensible objects over msn.

I never knew what 'xoxo' exactly means until today.What the heck have I been doing for the last 16 years of my life, really.

The singaporean hostage died eventually.

Is there really a need to protect your beliefs at the detriment of humanity?It's funny how you grow up and realize all the stuff you learn during civics&moral lessons is absolute crap.And y'know, the world isnt screwed up because of the few who has done evil.It's screwed because of the millions of people who sit by and do nothing.

I rejected another job offer today afternoon because there's something else which I really really want to engage in, instead of getting a job for money to supplement my materialistic needs.Yeah I hope everything goes well so that I can carry on with the perfect plan I have in mind.

Dont know why, but it's during the recent holidays whereby I've got time to sort out my thinking and settle on a proper goal in life.And that goal refers to my future job.It's not so much abt the specific job position, it's more about the exact industry that I must work in.I dont consider it as an ambition, because ambitions refers to an earnest desire for smth.The job scope which I want to do is not much of a desire, it is a must.You might not be able to feel my immense tenacity towards it because you're just reading words but thats ok.What you think of me is none of my business.

I realized this current blog is more of a introspective style, which is really good because it means I'm maturing hahahaha.Ok the "hahahaha" completely spoiled the whole mood.

Going to stare at my vivitar picture now.

OK I KINDA FORGOT TO SAY THAT WE TOOK MANY PICS TODAY AND THEY ARE ALL UPLOADED ONTO KEE'S BLOG, SO PLS GO AND FEAST YR EYES ON THOSE BEAUTIFUL PICS.

I think the last pic below quite cute.Pris pointing to the turtle cos she excited she see her own species.Lishan smiling cos she see my reflection in the pond.I am feeding fishes with bread, so caring.

I slept at 4am today morning and woke up at 6am to meet pris, kee, lishan and xin for our picnic at botanic garden.It's so near nus hahahaha if I can ever make it to nus in the future, I'm going to stroll botanics every single day.

We ended up having our picnic at the symphony's stage.I think many passerbys thought we were performing or smth cos we were sitting right smack in the centrestage.Had to evacuate the stage shortly cos the park ranger chased us out.The symphony's stage is actually locked by a gate and we're not supposed to enter, but the 5 of us happily climbed over the gate.

Tried my very very best to fly kite with kee.But it was an absolute failure cos we were just running abt aimlessly with the kite.It takes a lot of stamina to keep on running.I was twirling the spool for the whole time cos some pigs always untangle the stupid spool.Dont know how to fly kite still dare to roll out so much string.I hope kee & lishan doesnt find this offending hahahaha I'm sorry but I still love you guys.

Caught quarantine at dohby later on.I got another free shirt, absolute happiness! Anw I very brave cos I sit one row by myself and I didnt scream nor close my eyes at any point.The other 4 behind me kept laughing, and I was constantly wondering if it was a comedy instead of a horror show.And I found the LA guy very cool.

Went to crash kee's place later on but I ended up clearing her table & shelf.I see good prospects for myself if I were to take up a job in the cleaning service line.Really, I'm that good ok so dont sterotype me as some spoilt and pampered brat who doesnt touch a speck of dirt.I show you proof:

Yay there's only 3 more episodes to go before I officially end my ISWAK's sequel marathon watching.I think the orginal's not as nice as the sequel cos there's much more emotional scenes in the latter and it really brings out joe's manliness.My future husband must have joe's standard if not I'll never marry and become a nun or smth.Anw joe cut his hair in the last few episodes and omg I was so stunned the first time I saw his new image cos he looks super super like edc! Handsome, I like.

Quite excited for tmrw's line-up.I was on the verge of rejecting the offer cos the two pigs played me out today morning! Make me check the weather forecast for nothing HAHAHA ok I'm going to check the forecast again later on.And pris heung if you're looking at this, pls rmb to give me a wake-up call tmrw morning.

My soccer ball is deflating and I threw my air pump away last week.How ah how how how.

Today I found out many new things and I'm very happy about it.I think I'm going to sleep with a silly grin on my face tonight.Alrighto.I'm going to the supermaket to get some chips now.Need to feed 3 pigs tmrw hahahahahaha dont kill me if you 3 see this, I still love you guys very much.Awww.

Attended dtvm's launch at zouk.I walked all the way from clarke quay's mrt all the way to zouk, really really wanted to die.The sun was frying me alive and I was so tempted to jump into the singapore river to cool myself.Had to walk pass 7 bridges before I reached zouk.And I realize singapore actually has quite pretty bridges!

Zouk has a really small dancefloor, as compared to the one at mos (ministry of sound).The disco lights were absolutely blinding.I dont have an intense interest towards nightlife partying.I just want to have an experience,dont think I'll be going back ever agn.I'm impressed by how those party animals can rock up the discotheque every night with extremely loud music going on.The light blinds you, the music deafs you.How can people actually like clubbing?! Cant they just sit at home and practice trigonometry questions instead?

I got a free shirt.Whooooooo I love freebies.Oh, and lots of thanks to gf for company!

Sorry if you cant see the pics below clearly cos they were taken in the dark.You think zouk got window panes for sunlight to filter through ah?

Still in the midst of downloading game torrents.It's taking forever.I need to leave my laptop on for 4 days straight before I can successfully download grand theft.Pissed.Maybe I should just be satisfied playing bingo and not rely on all these tech-reliant gaming.

The stupid things people do in life.

Does it prove your self-worth?

The book I'm currently reading is actually a random one I picked up.Havent really heard any reviews abt it whatsover, just felt this kind of affinity towards the book.It turns out to be an afghanistan-related book.The other time I borrowed a book from the sch library blindly and it was an afghanistan-related book as well! I'm appalled at my taste in books.But the books are quite good reads actually.They are all family themed and it's easy to understand for idiots like me.

Need to go town again tmrw for my job interview.The amount of times I've been to town this holiday is more than that of the number of town trips I've made in my entire life.I absolutely hate town to the core cos everyone dresses so well and I feel like some alien wearing my fbts and slippers.Damn all this gorgeous looking people who causes self-esteem problems in people like me.Btw I suffer from inferior complexities ok hahahahha so pls dont hurt my pride or anything if not I'll jump down swissotel for you to see.

Facebook is totally out of my interest league.I refuse to approve the 329 applications awaiting me.I use facebook to play guess sketch only.I dont really use it as a communication tool.I mean like, C's washing her dog now and F's feeling bored ? (In case you dont get it, I'm referring to the status updates) DO I CARE? LIKE, NO?

Gotta retreat to my bed now!

Spent my last few days reading my book and watching the sequel of ISWAK.My eyes are like totally fried up.I think I'm losing my perfect eyesight.Damn it, my pilot dream is gone.

I'm thinking of not finding a job and doing something more meaningful.I already have plans in my head.But I havent breathed a word to anyone yet cos I'm thinking of doing it alone.Told you I loved solitude what.

CANT WAIT TO EAT IKEA MEATBALLS TMRW.Though I havent really asked anyone out yet.Maybe I'll just go alone and drown myself in 15 meatballs.Actually I like the cream sauce more than the meatballs itself.I press my face against the plate and lick the sauce with my tongue in the most unglamourous way you can imagine.I should just land a job at ikea's cafe so I can have all the cream sauce I want.Oh, the cream sauce at marche is quite good as well.

K I'm going to sms pris heung now.I feel uneasy if I dont communicate with her for one day AHAHAHAHAHA EH GOT ANTS ON MY HAND.

One very significant highlight of my sec school life happened yesterday.Yes, it was prom.Held at swissotel the stamford.Everyone decked out in pretty outfits.To me, everyone looked really really gorgeous.I'm scared that people will tag my ugly pics on facebook. Heh.

Dumped my stuffs over at charlene's hotel.It's on the 43rd floor and there's a maginificent view of the city skyscrapers.Esp at night, the lighting were so pretty.There's this weird sensation when I took the lift up.Think it's the air pressure.I was having so much fun with it I wanted to go up and down the hotel 10 times.

I want to buy a pretty house for myself and invite those I love to come and live with me.

Forced myself out of bed today and got down to town.Pris accompanied me and we met lishan at takashimaya! Played this spongebob video game at the atrium and it's smth like ddr.It's so fun but I absolutely suck at all these hand-eye coordination games.

My head's throbbing and I'm yawning every now and then.Must be due to the lack of sleep.Tmrw's gonna be way worse, cos I need to get to the dentist by 840am.If things work out with pris and her dad, I'll be hanging out till wed morning.I will most probably die in my sleep when I come home.

I am a very troubled person now because I'm still jobless.It's not that there isnt any jobs available, I'm just picky.And I didnt know you can search for jobs in the newspaper.No wonder lishan called me a noob.So did weikee.And so did pris heung.

Not only do I apply my last-minute enthusiasm in my academics, it goes the same for my hunting of prom stuffs.I am truly invincible.Instead of finding a good piece of outfit at shopping centres, I ended up buying endless amount of food and gorging myself with them.Haha.I only got down to some serious shopping today, which is less than 48hours from prom.Oh yes and in case you didnt know, I'm wearing a dress for prom like can you believe it.Didnt you see the pigs fly today?

I have such a brilliant laptop with lovely webcam functions.

Brought jerica & ashley out to play today.Really wanted to die.Jerica's changed so so much since I last saw her! She's more talkative now and has a mild attitude problem.She shouts at me damn bloody loudly cos I refused to push her around in the trolley at T3 and threatens to throw my phone on the floor if I dont take pictures with her.I didnt flare up at her cos she's been the loveliest kid in my life and will always continue to be.

Jerica wanted me to get her a new pair of shoes today, but I said I'll only buy for her if her current shoes are worn out.And here's her reply, "how abt you buy the new shoes for me first, I go home then spoil my shoe(her current one)".I didnt know how to react.Stunned.

Oh, and I had dinner with the entire Ng family.Like finally.Its so hard to get everyone together cos our schedules always clash and xiaofang yiyi is always overseas.Great dinner, great company.It was a night to remember.Really missed the first 7 years of my life when I lived with them.Awwwww.

"We're not a collection of red and blue states.We are, and always will be, the United States of America." -Obama aka Hamilton lookalike.

Above statement sounds cool even though it doesnt relate to me.It's like m&m saying to each other, "we're not a collection of red,yellow,blue,brown chocs.We are, and always will be, the M&MS"

Ok I know there's no link between america and m&m.I suck at linking thats why ms hazelin always underline my linking statements for ss papers.

Anyway.

J: sorry I love you.come back to me, talk to me
C: its ok you have me honey
C: if you get kick out of prom you can come cuddle to me in my room
J: ok sure honey
C: if you sick i cook soup and stay by your side 4eva
J: hurry breathe now so tmrw no need to breathe
C: its not like i'm meeting you tmrw what.cos you take my breath away
J: i need someone to perform cpr on me.you make my heart stop beating
J: and can you go (inserts url link) and help me see if I should get it for prom
C: it's a bit short but it's ok lah since your legs are hot anyway

Charlene very sweet to me hor? My ass lah just now she asked me if I wanted her to make soup for me cos I told her I was having fever.I said ok, and the next thing she said was, "hahahaha you go back and sleep".Now I know what triggers suicide attempts.

J: lucky i didnt eat dinner if not i puke
P: bingo! you have just won a ticket to the toilet bowl
J: we have severe language barrier
P: eh you wear heels leh
J: what if they suddenly present me with miss cambridge award?i wont be able to balance myself on stage
P: stop dreaming
J: I live in disneyland where dreams come true
P: i want to go zoo now!
J: someone was bitten to death by 3 tigers in the zoo.you go lah go lah, die then you know
P: just now I saw rihanna

I love all my friends please dont doubt my love for them.

People with too much free time on hand blogs more than once a day.I am a perfect exemplification of the prev statement.

I caught banana(jayne) online just now and I immediately told her to shoo off cos she's supposedly having her a'levels paper tmrw.She's so obedient cos she really went offline aft I told her to.And I just texted pris heung to come online and she promised to do so aft watching forensic heroes.I love such people who make me feel superior, it's as though I have the power to control others.K I think pris heung wont talk to me anym aft she sees this.

I am not as afraid of death anym like I used to.I came to realize that death is just a comtemporary state of mind.Rather excited for death cos I really want to see what comes aft death and see if heaven and helll actually exists.It'll really be nice if death turns out somewhat like the plot in 'the five people you meet in heaven'.So heartwarming.Anyway I want to clarify that I'm not suicidal in case you had that notion.Just felt like typing the above chunk.

Currently admiring my red dopies which is sitting proudly on top of my chemistry book.I wonder if I'll ever muster enough courage to wear them out.They're like.....naked slippers.

Met Q at town today and caught high school musical.The plots are rather predictable but it's still worth watching.I sudddenly feel like taking up dance lessons after watching it.Maybe ballet.Or maybe waltz! Ok what the hell did I just say.

I've got 3 books to read and I'm happy about it.It's been a long time since I last read a storybook.And it's been a even longer time since I stepped into any bookstore.Mr Midnight has 50 books already! I can still rmb that I stopped at book 9 cos my cousin refuses to lend me anymore which results from the fact that I tore 2 pages out of his book 9.Petty piece of micro-organism.

There's so many plugs sticking out from one single cable in my room and I feel as though I have a time bomb in my room.I will perish anytime, seriously.

Due to overwhelming response, I'm back to blogging.Never knew so many people actually missed reading my posts at the now defunct 72degrees.blogspot.I guess absence really makes the heart grow fonder. No actually the overwhelming response thing is bullshit.I made it up myself.

I have a red marche balloon.Many people stared at me while I was holding it.It's ok and I dont really care.I'm a happy girl with a pretty balloon, and that's all that matters.

Today's the long awaited 11th nov which marks the end of my arduous journey for o'levels.It's all over.No more mugging, no more stress.It's just play,play and even more play.I'm finding a job though, smth which I really really want to do.Working at downtown east sounds appealing.

Anyway this post is straight from my new sony vaio CR which mom bought for me last night.It's so pretty and sexy.I wont let anyone touch it.Neither will any dust be allowed to settle on it.My laptop is my pride yo.Really wanna thank mom for being so willing to part with her money and lugging the whole thing back for me.I promise to behave like a normal kiddo from today onwards.

I got a new phone a few days back.Another gadget I'm so in love with.Its a sony ericsoon W910i.It has this built in sensor which totally rocks cos game-playing is being brought to a new high.It's a great sensation just twirling the phone round and round, thereby attracting attention from fellow singaporeans who probably wonder what the hell I'm doing.I like.

Cant wait to watch all the shows I want! And and, ice skating tmrw with pris heung.Havent been skating for a long time.

The recent examination period instilled in me a great sense of resilient.I stayed off the computer for about 18 days and it's a major accomplishment for me, considering the immense reliance I have over the computer.I use to think I was a comp addict.But that's not the point, I'm just proud to be able to fight off the demons within me.

I'm more or less done with the monstrous o'levels, except for the science mcq paper next tues which I'll only mug for on monday.Ok maybe not, I'll push it forward to sunday instead.I screwed all 3 components of sciences so I need to make up for it.Speaking of which, all the papers havent been too good.I'm expecting an F9 for english in itself.I am very stupid.With such atrocious results I doubt I'l get into my ideal jc even though I dont really have a definite one.

Logged onto the comp the minute I got home today and it's been 5 hours straight already wooooo! It'll be really idealistic if I could apply such tremendous perseverance towards my academics, whose prospects seems rather bleak.On a lighter note, I've finally downloaded torrents for my psp today.I think I've got burnout and dj max on my psp now, not sure yet but I'll check.

The notions of me wearing a dress for prom seems unbelievable.I'm still sitting on the fence abt going to prom or not.If it wasnt in consideration of my 75 bucks, I would have flown to hawaii on prom day.Inferior complexities plays a deciding factor as well.Haha.

K I'll go check on my psp and go sleep thereafter.Hope to wake up in time for a quick run.