I'm so excited for tonight because I'm attending channel 8's countdown party at vivo.Dont ask me how I got the tickets, I just got it.

Thinking of staying out tonight.My parents are fine with it and since going to sentosa at 1am sounds fun, why not?

Hi melissa ang just said she misses me.

My inventory stock-take training at suntec went well.Didnt die there.It's actually a fun experience so I'm quite looking forward to 6th Jan.

Met up with gf for lunch at bugis.She bought me super nice chocs from hokkaido and treated me to oreo frappe as well.Sweet.Aft she told me all abt her trip I honestly wanted to eat kobe beef at that moment.I wanna buy 1927391273kg worth of kobe beef and invite everyone to my private yatch to have a bbq.Call me back again 50 years later, I'll give you the party details.

Listening to chinesenewyear songs now, it's making me very happy.

REALLY LA THE SONGS ARE MAKING ME DAMN HAPPY NOW I CANNOT STAND IT.HAPPINESS OVERLOAD.

Other people need to buy expensive things like iPod, iPhone to make themselves happy.I listen to nonsensical songs super happy alr, can fly to the moon anytime.I wanna have kids like myself next time, low maintenance sia(still hate this word but somehow it just completes the sentence very well hahahahhaha).

I need to reach suntec at 9am tmrw.Shit.

I've outgrown that stage in life whereby you come up with stupid gimmicks to brand yourself.I honestly dont know what state of mind I was in when I came up with senseless shit like psychotic72.

Ok actually all I wanted to say was that I've got a new email address(jasmineyeo@.live.com.sg). You dont have to add me again if you were alr in my prev msn contacts cos I imported everything over.

Now, I'm going to rack my brains over what present to get an 80plus year-old man for his birthday.I'm thinking of getting spongebob boxers, saw some really cute ones at town before.No joke.I'm just scared the man might get a heart attack on the spot when he sees some rectangular spastic yellow creature that has only two front teeths with holes all over its body.

School's reopening next fri, juniors pls skip the first day of sch if you dont wanna sing the national anthem for 182638173 times.I speak from experience.

Damn happy.

I helped to prepare food during work today and you know whats the best part? I got to wear the chef's hat.It's for real ok, not pseudo! Realized that my workplace actually has its own hidden politics and scandals which is very scary but arghhhhhhhhhh as long as I get my pay I dont really care who is going to kill who.Hahahah I'm very materialistic.

I'm going to catch up on all the 7pm and 9pm tv show now.Have been missing out on alot of episodes due to my horrendous work schedule.I hope yueniang hurry die becos I hate her.

Down to vivo with rae in the morning, supposed to go sentosa but I cannot part with my money so we decided not to go.We ended up walking here, there, everywhere.I saw this wallet at tangs which caught my eyes cos it has absolutely no designs on it, and simplicity's my ultimate fav.And there was this small boy who won a psp right before my very eyes at the arcade! I had to save up for such a damn long time before getting my psp and this stupid boy just got his within seconds, W-A-L-A-O.

I'm verrrrry happy because I bought my earpiece today for 2 bucks only.

As usual, we took a lot of pictures.So I'm going to upload as much of them as possible because it's already 1.04am and I have to sleep soon.I've gotta reach jey's place at 9am later on to meet the rest cos we're gonna play board games hahahahahahahahaha sorry if my life's too exciting for you.

ANYWAY.RAE IF YOU'RE LOOKING AT THIS, GO CHECK OUT THE MSN OFFLINE MSG I LEFT YOU.I SACRIFICED MY SLEEP TO FIGURE OUT THE PHOTO EFFECT YOU WANTED.PLS LEAVE ME AN OFFLINE MSG ABT HOW THE COOKIES TASTED HAHAHAHA THANKS HONEY.

So mom brought me to sushi tei today instead.I stuffed myself with food as if I just came back from some famine camp.And I came to this conclusion that the wasabi at sushi tei sucks becos there isnt this burning sensation when you taste it.I like the momentous feeling of wasabi whereby you think you cant breathe cos yr airways are clogged up and you think you're gonna die.

Headed for work in the evening.My boss bought choc cake for me and I thought it was really nice of him cos I always piss him off.And there's also xinyi who wrote me a note as well.My heart really really melted when I read the note becos it's very sweet and encouraging.My fav salad boy asked for my number today and he gave me his signature spastic smile whilst talking to me omgz its seriously damn cute.Next time I take pic and show you guys.

I'm very sad now because rae isnt replying my sms which is very urgent.Now I know how she feels when I dont reply her.Retribution sia (still hate this word).

Just got back from a christmas gathering at my godparent's place.I was busily entertaining all the kids most of which, I dont even know.There were so many of them running abt that I had to keep grabbing them back instead of concentrating on my tv show.And then there's always my fav girl jerica who was pouting the whole time cos she didnt get her hands on the playstation.Jerica's starting pri school soon and I'm gonna be with her on the first day of sch so she wouldnt be scared, and btw I cried for three days straight when I first got to secondary sch.I'm a very emotional person so do expect me to cry again when I get over to jc/poly.

Awesome company tonight.I finally had a chance to catch up with those I havent seen in years esp dickson! We used to be the best childhood playmates and promised each other that we'll get married together when we grow up, I know this is like so drama but it's really true.

Mom's bringing me to swensens for breakfast in the morning.I'm already looking at the online menu and deciding what to order tmrw.I'm the champion.

Rae's so cute cos she hasnt been to a public pool before and doesnt know how to use the ticketing machine.Do all geniuses study so much until they lose contact with the world or smth? It's coincidental how all the brainiacs within my social circle all appear to be either geeks or noobs.Rae if you're looking at this pls dont be angry ok , I'm actually complimenting yr brain if you realize.SR's next top scholar.Hoohoo (mimics xiaohua's laughter)!

And rae's shopping style officially pissed me off today.I was totally going mad and I never felt so liberated in my whole life before, when she said we could leave far east alr.I'm exaggerating a bit here but I just had to emphasize the dire impacts it had on me.She made me walk up down up down up down so many times.But since she brought me to take to get my cap, I shall not take things to heart.I'm a very forgiving girl.

I NEED A NEW EARPIECE.THIS IS VERY VERY SERIOUS.I'm already having muderous thoughts towards those people on the mrt whom have earpieces plugged into their ears because I see it as a silent boasting towards me.Until I get my $2.90 earpiece, dont let me see you deeply engrossed in your iPod if not I will screw yr face up.

I think I'm a very bad friend because I dont usually take initiative in helping people take pictures so, kee and pris next time I hog the G9 and take lots of pictures for you two ok! Promise!

There's so many things I need to do but I've got no time for any of them.The year's ending and I've got so many things left hanging and unsettled.I wanna get a planner because I think my brain is decomposing and it cannot store anym info.

年轻人，我挺你

展开翅膀，飞出属于自己的一片天.

I'm in a melancholic mood now because my earpiece is spoilt.It is damaged beyond repair and so is my heart.I want to get a new one but I have no money.After buying my waffle hot dog I'm only left with twenty cents in my wallet.I think the main reason why I'm so broke is because I spend too much money on food hahahaha I eat a lot.This is so bad I'm like eating all my money away.

Headed to work in the afternoon and I came to this conclusion that I'm getting better with the usage of PDA! I had such a lovely PDA today that is so willing to cooperate with me.HAPPINESS.I am no longer terrorized by it anym.Jonas is back from his reservice and he's still as mean as ever.He kept trying to boast about his height and it actually affects a lot of people because everyone at my workplace is kind of vertically challenged like y'know, short.

I need to go down to some building which is unheard of, to settle my job stuff tmrw.I dont know the exact directions and my street directory book isnt really helping.Scared I'll be lost tmrw like what the hell pls, lost in my own country.

Had my popeyes chicken today! It wasnt as good as I thought it'll be cos the chicken was really salty.Anyway.I realized insalutary food's been a close companion to me aft the holidays started and somehow I have this strong feeling I'm going to be diagnosed with diabetes or cancer and I'll die very soon.That's the reason why I'm now a faithful reader of the 'mind your body' pullouts every friday.

I was casually waving to a bus in the afternoon before realizing that michella chia was inside.Dont think she saw me waving, if not I can go make friends with her and ask her to ditch her bf.Talking abt meeting prominent people, paul chan came to my workplace for dinner today! He looks super super good in real-life.His image is still in my mind HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Everyone at work's scared of me today cos I'm too fast for them.I kept screaming at everyone cos I find them very slow.My manager included! He was so stressed becos of me until he literally broke out in cold sweat.But my colleagues are really nice people ok.They kept sneaking food into my mouth while I was working cos they knew I was dying of hunger anytime.And there's also my fav guy of the day, andy! He always gives his signature spastic smile everytime he sees me.We're on the same shift for work tmrw so I'm quite psyched up cos it means I can disturb him somemore hahahahahahahah he and his defrosting of ducks.

Stupid.I waited so long for my 小娘惹 video to stream and now that it's done, I'm too tired to watch.

Yay I love my psp because I can watch my fav shows and play dj max whenever I want to.I'm currently watching 不良校花 and I realized it's actually quite good.After watching the NG takes, I conclude that panshuai really isnt made for acting.

Despise people who blindly follow the paths their parents've lined up for them.Maybe you guys should start learning how to voice out and reason yr way out of things or smth.I find it a disgrace to share the same planet with those who dont have a mind of their own.Sorry if this is offensive, I just had to say it.

I screwed up everything yesterday and I was trepidating with fear the whole time.But it was a first attempt and I really tried.So basically I'm happy with the fact that I've actually stepped out and gave it a shot.

And I'm starting to miss this little kiddo, havent seen her a for while.I think I'm going to bring her out to play next week or smth.I rmb how she used to call my phone and make me sing to her before she sleeps everynight.Hahahahahahha so cute.

I dont want to feel guilty for treating my house like a hotel so I'm staying in today.Home, is actually a very great place to be.

And after 2823874638 tries, I'm finally learnt the art of downloading youtube videos and transferring them into my psp.This is amazing.

Met pris heung at 730am (she sets the craziest meeting timings) before heading to marina barrage.Nothing spectacular about the barrage, dont bother going if you havent.We ended up playing uno and checkers hahahahahahaha seriously.

Over to holland village to satisfy my craving for cold rock's ice-cream.There's so many diff combinations of ice-cream and mixes you can come up with! I liked the concoction I invented cos it tasted super good even though pris heung says it looks like shit.There was a point when pris heung suddenly started to laugh at me until her whole face turned damn red and started crying.I'm beginning to think that I'm a really funny person.So if you're devoid of laughters, pls dont hesitate to contact me.

I'm currently a celebrity-in-the-making because I enjoy wearing my cap and shades out. Please read pris heung's lj for more info.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

For the record, I got scolded by my boss today.Ok not boss but my manager instead.But since the message was passed down from my boss I guess it doesnt make a diff who scolded me.Nothing big, no hard feelings.In case you're wondering, I didnt get scolded because I made a mistake and screwed up whatsover.It's because of my consistent changing of time schedules to fit my tv programmes.

My work schedule doesnt fit my tv programmes' timings.I will miss 3 episodes worth of shows if I report for work tomorrow.I'm sure there are people out there who thinks I'm crazy because I'm wasting those precious money-earning time to watch tv instead.

I told my boss that if he is not pleased with the fact that I'm giving priority to my leisure activities, he can fire me anytime.He kept quiet and walked away straightafter.Sorry, but I only do the things I want and I'm not into accomodating people and their lives.

This evening, I came across two kids at macs ordering their food.One wanted fries, the other one wanted ice-cream.Clutching some loose coins in their hands, it was obvious the kids couldnt satisfy both of their different desires.I'm sure they knew that too, because an altercation developed in the next second.They fought so hard for the coins in each other's hand, none willing to give way.

Kids.They are just kids.

But yet they had such a clear view of what they wanted, never allowing their fortitude to waver.The fact that neither capitulated, exemplifies how firm they stood their ground.Because they wanted it, they fought for it.

Its scary to see how some people my age arent even half as determined as the two kids, in terms of pugnacity.I'm not saying you have to fight for your life's worth, but at least make an effort in keeping your dreams alive.

Dreams are meant to be fought for, they arent meant to be given up.

I can find fun anywhere, anytime.I wave to random people on the streets and give my signature wide grin to the cars along the roadside.You might think I'm mad or whatever, but my life's definitely a hell lot more interesting than yours.You laugh at me because I'm different, but I'm laughing at all of you because you guys are all the same.

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为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

I've uploaded yesterday's pictures on flickr.You'll see only one set of photos even though I actually have a few hundred other pictures, cos I privatised everything else.I painstakingly uploaded everything with rae, so please go view those pictures.Must go see ok I wil check the stats! Yeah right, as if I really care if you're gonna see the pics or not.

A big sorry to those whose sms I didnt reply.I was watching the 9pm show so I totally forgot abt replying the messages.Yueniang xiao-jie.......HAHAHAHAHA (lishan, this part funny or not?).

Met up with rae today, havent seen her for a damn long time! We scaled the whole southern ridges (hort park, henderson waves, alexandra arch).It's very tiring, but it was made tolerable by the awesome company I had! Anw, we bought our christmas hats and actually wore it at hort park! Attracting attention is my fav hobby.Concidentally saw leeteng and pornsak at hort park filming some show.Wanted to wave at them, but scared they get the wrong impression that we're their die-hard fans or smth so we just went home ahahhahaha.

Took lots of pictures today cos its nearing the end of 2008, so I wanna capture some last few memories of it.Speaking of which, I have another date with rae on new year's eve! Yes we're spending the last few sec of 2008 and first few sec of 2009 together, so historical so sweet.I'm really really hyped up abt it even though I know rae will bully me like how she did today, last year, the year before last's.

Pictures.It's getting late so I'm leaving it till tmrw to sort everything out.Let the pictures below be a teaser for the mega photo upload coming in the next post.The road sleeping photo was my idea! I come up with the craziest stuffs, really.

Supposed to cycle with ninja for 2 hours at ecp, end-to-end.We obviously didnt accomplish that feat cos ninja got more than one thousand problems.Though I didnt really cycle much today, I felt quite happy abt myself.It's been a few lightyears since I last exercised.Told you I'm becoming obese! I can be sumo wrestler already, sia (still hate this word).

My edusave scholarship came in the mail today and I wasnt expecting it.This would be a good reason to prevent myself from going suicidal if I really get 46pts for o'levels.

I slept at 4.30am and woke up at 7.10am today.I am capable of heroic acts, maybe I'm a born hero.Going over to K's place later to get my psp games.The games better'd work if not I will set K's place on fire.

Two very random pictures, for people who havent seen me for quite awhile and is beginning to miss my adorable face, hehe.Please dont try and psycho yrself into thinking that my face isnt as adorable as I claimed ,because I know you'll still scroll down to see the pictures no matter what.

Just give her a break, please.She's not your personal superhero.

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Hope it doesnt rain tmrw.I have grand plans.Actually, I'm only going to cycle.I'm quite scared that ninja will crash into my bike and I'll die.I have a bright future ahead, cannot die so fast.

I love my family.This is not random, because love isn't random to begin with.

Nothing much today, only work.Though working can get a little taxing sometimes, it's actually very rewarding! Not as in monetary aspects but more of the life experiences you'll get.It's great to meet different people everyday because everyone brings with them a set of behavioural norms that's unique to only themselves.I embrace diversity.

I'm really glad I took up my current job because it really requires me to put down my pride and everything else.You might be thinking that I'm just trying to boast abt how noble my job is.etc.But before you've tried picking up a bunch of tissues entrenched in mucus and saliva with your bare hands, please shut up.

I'm adapting to my workplace at a rapid pace because I have a cool team working together with me.Just today, one colleague pointed to me and asked xinyi: “这个是那一个国家的？”.I thought the way he phrased the question was quite funny until I realized how relevant it was because my workplace is actually very cosmopolitan.

Wanna go read my book alr.

Served a particular family while I was working today.They showed me some attitude and looked at me as if I'm a servant who's called upon to serve them.It wasnt a very direct thing, but I could feel it from their tone and facial expressions.

I wasnt very angry, just a little bit strucked because the whole scene had such distinct familiarity.Whatever they said/did was smth which I'll usually do at a typical dinner.It's amazing how such quotidian words can evoke an emotional vortex deep within.I will probably never know how many service crew's day I've wrecked.Guess it just boils down to one of the basic fundamentals of life- empathy.It's really difficult to fully understand certain things until you've really gone through it yourself.

Sometimes I wonder if people would still respond the same way if they tried on different shoes and looked at things from a variant vista altogether.

Digressing, they're been some queries abt my decision in doing away with a tagboard.Reason being, I'm not at all interested in the comments people have regarding my blog.For those who feel that the missing tagboard is a communication barrier, please turn to msn/sms as an avenue of interaction with me.If you are not under my msn contacts and do not have my number, please dont try to communicate with me in any way because it's evident that we're not close enough for your words to hold any importance.Sorry if I offended anyone.Actually I dont feel sorry at all, I'm just apologizing out of propriety.

Oh btw, I'm kind of falling in love with japs.Hehe.

I WENT FOR CHUNK FEST TODAY :D

Wanted to get the limited edition b&j flavours but the queue was very long so I gave up.I was looking forward to trying the new flavours! Arghhhh anyway I had a caricature and airbush tattoo done.Had my future told at the tarot card reading thingamajig.The lady said that I'm gonna be very focused in the future and I'm very righteous thats why I click very well with pris heung, whom she says HAS A PROBLEM WITH HER VALUES SYSTEM HAHAHA LIKE HOW TRUE IS THAT, cos we kinda balance everything off.Anw the tarot card reader took quite long to read pris heung's future but she took damn fast to read mine, I wonder if it's true.Maybe I dont have a future at all and she's just lying to me or smth.

I'm not working today, but I brought pris along to my workplace to have dinner and my boss was so happy to see me.He probably thinks I'm bringing him business, but actually I'm just going back to settle my schedules stuff.Saw zhining and charmaine doing shifts today and zhining says she's working the same shift tmr as me so I'm like damn damn excited! I had my double cheese pizza, yummmmmmmy! I kept flipping the menu cos I wanna choose beforehand what I wanna have for my break tmrw.

MY BREAK ALLOWANCE FOR TMRW IS $16 BUCKS LEH WTH I CAN EAT UNTIL I DIE OR SMTH HAAHAHAHAH SO EXCITED I AM THINKING OF ORDERING TIRAMISU + FOCACIA + CORN SOUP + MEAT SPAGHETTI.I THINK I AM BECOMING OBESE.

Bought a pair of primo flats as well.I'm happy cos it means my (omg whats the term for the 4 stuff that's sticking out of my leg besides the toe) wont get squashed up anym during work.Oh and since I'm along the lines of footwear, I just wanna say that I washed my dopies and they look so clean and pretty now.

First day of work today! It went quite well actually cos the people at my workplace are all very friendly.Esp zhining,charmaine and james who've been helping me a whole lot today.I'm kind of enjoying my work, it's like seeing diner dash coming to life right before yr very eyes.But on the flipside, I need to memorise all the dishes by name if not harado-san will stuff my face with wasabi.

Btw did I mention abt my workplace providing me with free lunch? I chose the chicken hamburg today cos bee (chef) said she improvised the sauce today so it's very nice.It turned out really good.Just as I was abt to leave, james came in with another plate of chicken hamburg and insisted me to finish it.Apparently shirlene made a wrong order so the food goes to the staff.It's my first day of work and I get two servings of lunch, happiness! Anw james/eddie is gonna teach me how to use the PDA on my next shift.I am very very very excited cos it means I can take order already! Yooooohooooooooo!

And please dont press me abt the location of my workplace.If I want to tell you, I will.

I'm going to sleep now.Very drained out.

It's a rainy afternoon and I'm deeply set in my whirlpool of thoughts.The raindrop's pattering outside, dancing around in the puddles.I hear the sounds of rainwater splashing as cars speed by.

A lot has happened in the past year.I've tripped, fell flat on my face, picked myself up, cried, stumbled again, fought, crashed and through it all- I've really grown.I saw how my priorities shifted, how my dreams wavered, and how much I was willing to stand up and fight for the things I believed in.

Battles lost, victiories won.It's really been a year of ups and downs.The year has been very significant to me in many ways.I've made impt decisions, be it right or wrong.But I have absolutely no regrets, trust me on that.

Life gives us battle marks. Each battle mark is tattooed on our hearts forever, a scar unique to only us and not anyone else. These scars may be ugly, but each one hides a story, an experience.And from within, we find a thing of momentous beauty.

If this was a private blog, I would have typed out an entire chunk of words alr.But becos everything here is publicised, I have to choose my words very carefully if not it'll implicate many people.Public blog's really superficial.

Lots of shocking revelations last night with various people pouring everything out.Thank you Jinle and everyone else who's been with me through the night.

You can ask, but please dont pry.

Gf's back from shenzhen and she got us this pair of couple necklace and as usual, I got the male one.I am suffering from identity crisis alr.And she also got me this arm rest with liquid inside and I'm damn scared it will burst anytime so I look at it once every 5 mins.Count on me to do all the time-wasting nonsense, you'll never be disappointed.

I bought two extremely cute water bottles today.Very very pleased with them.

Meeting mels to get my shoes tmrw and I'm excited cos I havent seen her in about 2 years! Woooohooooo I hope she picked up some kind of accent.I'm easily amused my people with accent! Hoping to crash her school some day cos it's aust international school and it spells hot guys/girls.

ANYBODY WANNA GO IKEA EAT MEATBALLS WITH ME TMRW, I HAVENT ATE THOSE BALLS FOR A LONG TIME.COME SPEND SOME MONEY WITH ME ON THOSE BALLS PLEASE, WE NEED TO STIMULATE THE ECONOMY!

I am feeling extremely sick now because I had way too much food.Really wanna puke and there's this weird sensation in my stomach omg.I'm so going to hit the tracks tmrw.

Met up with pris today morning and she's such a lovely friend who kills my boredom for me anytime, anywhere.Went gallivanting around clarke quay, and I think I'm falling in love with the place.The view by the river is so pretty and scenic.

Cabbed over to alyn's place for her birthday party.I helped to make some sushi at her place and was furiously drowning the less visually appealing ones into my mouth.Mass steamboat dinner later on and OMG I MISSED THE DEBUT OF MY 7PM SHOW IF ANYONE WATCHED IT PLEASE TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED OK.I ate so so so so much stuff cos the steamboat was right smack in front of my face so I couldnt help myself.

Fondue was the killer.I ate so damn freaking much cos the fondue machine was right smack in front of my face again so I obviously couldnt help it I mean like hello fondue leh WHO CAN RESIST? Cutting of alyn's birthday cake next and I was hoping it wasnt choc flavoured if not I will really kill myself cos I had an excessive amt of choc at the fondue.And viola.....the cake's choc flavoured as well.Didnt want to eat it but I kept trying to psycho myself that its from canele and I must grab this opp to eat it cos I probably will never eat such an expensive cake in my life anym.So I polished the serving of cake with bernice who complained abt her ulcer so I ended up eating her portion as well.Wonderful.

I dont think I can sleep tonight cos my stomach's overly bloated and I will definitely start getting guilty over the colossal amt of food I consumed.Seriously man the world is so screwed up I am eating so damn much over here when kids in africa are suffering from extreme hunger.Ok I am going to atone for my sinful pleasures by reading my mag.I know there's no link but I just had to find a way to end this post what.

I'm turning nocturnal.My body clock's all screwed up and I dont know how to screw it back again so it becomes normal.I think it's becos of all the weird meeting times I have.Just like today morning, I had to wake up at 6am just to meet pris & kee to play uno at macs.Talk about inscrutable friends.

Anw I wanna intro you guys to this show even though it's the last ep next week.Monday 8pm, channel 8.It's called life transformers.It captivated my attention the first time I watched it.The show is so amazing cos it makes you really really wanna cherish everything around you and just realize how blessed it is to have a proper home.I love my family a lot even though they curse me to fail my o'levels every single day and do crazy things to irritate me.

I get infuriated very easily when people have this misconception that I'm just living off my parent's money and everything else.I'm not referring to the kind of basic necessities kind.But more of the material stuff I have.I dont know if any of you know this, but I pay part of my tution fees myself.I'm your kind of richie rich kid.Never was, never will.

Ok I'm dont want to end this off in an angsty note, so I'll try my best to make this light-hearted.I have a party tmrw.Sounds happy enough?