20080911
I keep on running and running.
I'm tired, I'm drained.
But I push myself.
To force out all limits and boundaries.
I fall down and I look towards the sky.
Shrug off the dirt on my hands and I stand up all over again.
THERE'S A PERSON IN ME WHO IS STRONGER THAN WHAT I THINK.SOMEONE WHO HAS EXTRAORDINARY PERSEVERANCE FOR HER DREAMS.FROM NOW TILL NOVEMBER, I AM GOING TO BRING THAT PERSON OUT WITHIN ME.
I'm tired, I'm drained.
But I push myself.
To force out all limits and boundaries.
I fall down and I look towards the sky.
Shrug off the dirt on my hands and I stand up all over again.
THERE'S A PERSON IN ME WHO IS STRONGER THAN WHAT I THINK.SOMEONE WHO HAS EXTRAORDINARY PERSEVERANCE FOR HER DREAMS.FROM NOW TILL NOVEMBER, I AM GOING TO BRING THAT PERSON OUT WITHIN ME.
Prelims officially ended today.Stupid mistakes made during MCQ totally ended off prelims in a wrong note.I wanna shoot myself.But since I screwed the prev few papers up, might as well just screw everything together.Another reason why I aint feeling ecastatic is probably becos I'm realistic and I know this break is temporal.Giving myself a two day break before starting my brain engine and going all out.This time, I swear I'm going to be very very discipline and abide to those pointers in the prev post.
Highlight of the day was when I went down to kovan to stock up on tys.Was going up the escalator when I saw some filming going on.There was a guy who was near the edge of the escalator facing me.I recognized him as gurmit singh but I didnt really register that until awhile later.Haha.Told me, "uh this escalator wrong direction" and he went "oh it's okay".So lucky lah, didnt know I'll actually get to talk to a real celebrity.The best part was that it all came so naturally.I didnt appear starstruck or smth.I think I'm getting some affinity with local celebs or smth.Just the other day I saw this old guy who does cameos for channel 8 drama!
Is this my road to stardom or smth.
I was supposed to meet my mom for dinner at marche.It was settled a few days ago.But she was kind of pissed off at me for reasons which I'm not very clear of, so everything was cancelled.I'm really irritated with her.What the hell did I do wrongly, anyway.But then again I'm not really taken aback.This is her style of doing things.So I wont complain, I'll just get used to it.
"How big is the universe?"
"Infinite"
"How do you know? Have you seen it before?"
"I dont know.I just believe"
"I guess it's the same with love"
Back to watching a beautiful mind!
Highlight of the day was when I went down to kovan to stock up on tys.Was going up the escalator when I saw some filming going on.There was a guy who was near the edge of the escalator facing me.I recognized him as gurmit singh but I didnt really register that until awhile later.Haha.Told me, "uh this escalator wrong direction" and he went "oh it's okay".So lucky lah, didnt know I'll actually get to talk to a real celebrity.The best part was that it all came so naturally.I didnt appear starstruck or smth.I think I'm getting some affinity with local celebs or smth.Just the other day I saw this old guy who does cameos for channel 8 drama!
Is this my road to stardom or smth.
I was supposed to meet my mom for dinner at marche.It was settled a few days ago.But she was kind of pissed off at me for reasons which I'm not very clear of, so everything was cancelled.I'm really irritated with her.What the hell did I do wrongly, anyway.But then again I'm not really taken aback.This is her style of doing things.So I wont complain, I'll just get used to it.
"How big is the universe?"
"Infinite"
"How do you know? Have you seen it before?"
"I dont know.I just believe"
"I guess it's the same with love"
Back to watching a beautiful mind!
20080909
I dont know what's my damn bloody problem.Keep on screwing up papers.Chemistry paper today just had to rub it in.My combined sciences are so dead.I think I will just emo with myself when I get my papers back.Arggggggh need to to psycho myself to get over it and study hard tonight and tmrw for mcq.
Suddenly have this craze over zhang yining.World's number 1 in women table tennis.She has this champion aura around her.The way she carry herself is really a mark of a true champion.I like her so I've been catching some videos of her! I'll make her my personal inspiration.
Mom's really nice to be all of a suddenSomething big is gonna happen soon.Calm before a storm, y'know.She got me this super nice jap ice-cream the other day.It's like ice-cream in a waffle.Awesome.
Suddenly have this craze over zhang yining.World's number 1 in women table tennis.She has this champion aura around her.The way she carry herself is really a mark of a true champion.I like her so I've been catching some videos of her! I'll make her my personal inspiration.
Mom's really nice to be all of a suddenSomething big is gonna happen soon.Calm before a storm, y'know.She got me this super nice jap ice-cream the other day.It's like ice-cream in a waffle.Awesome.
20080906
Though I'll blog about today since meeting up with a cousin on my dad's side was a pretty rare thing.Met up with timothy today, lunch was settled at cartel.Talked about many things and I gather he's very philosophical.Inspirational quotes just came coming out of his mouth like water from a tap.He's quite a gentleman too so I was kinda shocked at his gestures.I hope he'll be able to win peizhen's heart.Wait, or is it huizhen.
The world is screwed up not because of the few who has done evil.But because of the millions who sit by and do nothing.True.
Currenly reading 'the bookseller of kabul'.I'm enjoying the read though it's getting quite boring towards the later chapters.But I need to brush my eng so this serves as a channel.Will persevere to the last page.
O'levels.It's the final lap.I dont wanna regret so I'm gonna fly high.Like, whoooooooo!
The world is screwed up not because of the few who has done evil.But because of the millions who sit by and do nothing.True.
Currenly reading 'the bookseller of kabul'.I'm enjoying the read though it's getting quite boring towards the later chapters.But I need to brush my eng so this serves as a channel.Will persevere to the last page.
O'levels.It's the final lap.I dont wanna regret so I'm gonna fly high.Like, whoooooooo!
20080905
Cant wait for prelims to be over, so I can make a final mad dash towards o'levels.
It is approaching in 5 weeks time, which is damn near.I hope science tuition comes in time and is able to drill stuff into my head.I need to start doing intensive revision already.An edge over the rest means starting out first.For once in my life, I want 6 points.It's difficult, but it's not impossible.
It is approaching in 5 weeks time, which is damn near.I hope science tuition comes in time and is able to drill stuff into my head.I need to start doing intensive revision already.An edge over the rest means starting out first.For once in my life, I want 6 points.It's difficult, but it's not impossible.
- discipline myself to keep away from the comp
- complete all sch/tuition work faithfully
- no tv unless I desperately need a break from studying
- off my handphone until late nights to prevent distraction
- not stepping out of the house for leisure purposes
- try not to take afternoon naps if possible
20080903
I'm scared I'll do badly for prelims, and then for o'levels.Not that I dont study, but I'm afraid that it isnt hard enough.I thought I studied quite alot today in the sch library alr, until I realized J & L are studying until 9pm.What's the world coming to.I want to stop my pace but I cant becos everyone's pressurizing me to move forward.I'm scared I'll lose myself.
Winning is overemphazied.It's only important in war and surgery.
Think I really really screwed all my prelims paper before the holidays.Esp my amaths and emaths! And my sciences! Ok thats like everything.Depressed to the max.I want to get science tuition, but I dont know to bring the idea across my parents.I feel insecure when everyone's having tuition for this and that, its as if I'm losing out somehow.Dont like that feeling.
O LEVELS IS APPROACHING SOON, SOON, SOON.
I want to do a gazillion things after o'levels.Like, take up guitar lessons or maybe drums.But for now, I'll keep my head focused onto the big game.God, pls bless me with the fighting spirit and be undaunted from any setbacks.K I'm going to psycho myself these days not to be too demoralized aft getting prelims results.Btw, I like this pic.
Winning is overemphazied.It's only important in war and surgery.
Think I really really screwed all my prelims paper before the holidays.Esp my amaths and emaths! And my sciences! Ok thats like everything.Depressed to the max.I want to get science tuition, but I dont know to bring the idea across my parents.I feel insecure when everyone's having tuition for this and that, its as if I'm losing out somehow.Dont like that feeling.
O LEVELS IS APPROACHING SOON, SOON, SOON.
I want to do a gazillion things after o'levels.Like, take up guitar lessons or maybe drums.But for now, I'll keep my head focused onto the big game.God, pls bless me with the fighting spirit and be undaunted from any setbacks.K I'm going to psycho myself these days not to be too demoralized aft getting prelims results.Btw, I like this pic.
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