Just got back from the steamboat gathering at alicia's place.Didnt want to go at first, but wanzhen screamed at me over the phone and I got scared so I obediently came over.There was a lot of pretty girls around but I couldnt rmb everyone's faces though they've just graduated from plmgs a few years back only.The whole place was filled with seniors and I'm the youngest one around.Stupid wanzhen announced, "I cant believe she's 17 this year.She still looks like a kid! Dont you guys think so!".

Ok so the VIP for the night was miss ferng (yes yes the plmgs chem teacher).Omg you should see the way she shouts at people for throwing the wrong tiles during mahjong, damn hiong pls.And she keeps complaining that the food isnt cooked so she didnt allow me to eat my fav quail eggs.Damn pissed off so I decided to rebel by making a mess around the table when she specifically told us to keep the place clean.Dont mess with me yo.

I got a red packet from hulaoshi (yes yes the plmgs chi teacher), and there's real cash inside!Sorry I didnt consider her as a VIP because she made fun of my chinese again and I'm not happy abt it.But I'm happy that she gave me money hahhahahahhaha.





Love that expression of hers.It's like the typical teacher's I-am-thinking-very-hard stance.

I got my jae posting at 7.08am in the morning.Yeah anyway I got into my first choice sch and I realized that a lot of people are flocking over as well.I went mad after receiving the sms not becos of the results itself, but becos it states that mon's reporting time is 7.30am.I've been waking up at 3/4pm recently, I dont rmb how the sky looks at 7.30am anymore.But I found out that my sch's has it's own specific reporting time of 8am which made me very very happy.I will reach at 8am on the dot.

Met wt in the afternoon and I got my ripcurl slippers! It's super nice hahahaha I'm going to show off to amp tmrw since I'm meeting her for lunch.We caught the hk comedy movie and got a free lover's straw.So sweet pls I sip one side, she sip one side.Over to wt's place thereafter becos she's passing her uniform to me.And for the record, I finally saw her eldest bro.

wt's bro: so you're my future brother-in-law?
me: yes.
wt's bro: nice to meet you.happy new year.

Anyhow.Just now there was a lizard in my room and I was absolutely freaked out.I used to think I'm very brave.It takes only one baby lazy to expose my inner weakling self.I am so disappointed in myself.

Today saw me running abt novena/city hall area excitedly to look for nice bags.I think I pissed wt off with my shopping style because I walk very fast and there were times whereby I just ditched her behind.Hahahaha I'm damn sorry.And yes yes I got a pretty reebok bag eventually! It was a good buy.I'm so happy with the bag that I carried it the whole time during dinner becos I wanted my family to know how impt the bag is to me, and so they shouldnt anyhow touch it.

I talked a lot today.I dont know why but I suddenly had this outburst of words.Seriously pls I kept on yakking away and cutting off wt halfway when she's talking becos I wanted to inject more words.Just did some self-reflection and I realized that I'm really very mean to wt today.Nvm it's ok we're meeting up again tmrw and I'll make up to her by not talking, that girl needs some freedom of speech aft being deprived this afternoon.

After one long night of serious thinking, I have decided to not cut my hair.Because I realized.....I NEED CHANGE.

For a moment, did I sound like obama? K I know this is irritating (pris heung said so), promise tmrw's post wont have this part anymore.

Just did some cash deposits and I am so happy with the new figure I see in my passbook.There's supposed to be more, but the stupid POSB machine doesnt accept 2-dollar notes.I really cant see the logic behind it.Maybe it doesnt even exist.

Very honoured that alyssa unlocked her xanga for my private viewing purposes.In her own words, "just for you".Anyway she has pretty silver balloons omgz I want! I should stop depriving kids from the free macs balloons which I always demand the store mangers for.

Hate it when people say happy niu(new) year to me.The first time I heard it I was like, ok this sounds rather cute and creative.But after hearing it for like 290109 (this is not a random number, it is today's date) times, I'm like OMG SHUT UP PLS.And whats with all the constant mooooooooooooos.It's the year of the ox, not cow.

SAVE ME.

For a moment, did I sound like the earth?

I somewhat expected this to happen but I cant deny the fact that I'm pissed.Because everyone's around thats why I didnt have any big reactions if not I would have alr jumped onto yr face.Just because I dont take the international baccalaureate (yes I can spell this word, unbelievable right I know) course like yr daughter does, doesnt mean I'm plain stupid.

Next time I go harvard university (sorry this is a joke pls dont take it too seriously) then you know.

Apparently I just found out smth and I'm quite sad abt it.Ok maybe it's not so much of being sad, it's more of being envious I guess.But it doesnt really matter anym, we'll just let fate decide whose paths to cross.Deliberation isnt always the best thing.

Visiting of maternal relatives today.Nothing much, everything's pretty calm and smooth.But it's scary to see all the younger ones burying their heads into tech gadgets the whole day.Everyone's so engrossed in their games that they dont even bother looking up when handed a red packet by the elders.I've never ever brought any form of entertainment along to ease my boredom during cny before.I honestly dont think cny's a season to sit on the sofa in yr relative's place like a king and play burnout on the psp all day long.There's like, 350 other days in the year to play psp anyway.

Wah tmrw I confirm get demoralized to the max.Every single cousin(paternal) is on some prestigious scholarship and they are all either in raffles jc or hwa chong.If I even dare mention polytechnics, it's like the ultimate capital felony.Tmrw you see them happily eating pineapple tarts but inside their heads, they are actually recalling the periodic table back to front.None of them bothers talking to me because they most probably think it's a waste of time communicating with someone whose intelligence is only 0.01% of theirs.Seriously ok I cant even talk to them in plain english because they spew out super chim words.

Shall wake up tmrw and see I'm in a good mood.If I happy, then wear my skirt.Not happy, then wear my fbts.

9 years ago, we raced each other across the field.Just the two of us.He fell flat onto the ground, covered in bruises.I pointed to him and laughed very loudly.He cried.But he rubbed away this tears, stood up again and looked at me in the eyes."I will fun faster than you next time.You dont laugh at me."

And today.I walked into his room.Guess what I saw?

67 medals, 15 trophies.His achievement from running, running and more running all these years.There was even a chi newspaper article featuring him as well.And mind you, he's only 14 years old this year.

This time I said, "I'm laughing now because I'm proud of you."

So it's cny eve, but I completely slept the whole afternoon away.I slept for 15hours consectively since last night.But it's good to be asleep, becos I wont have to help out with the spring cleaning.I woke up from my 15hours coma with an oreo cheesecake waiting for me.Life is damn good, for now.

TUNG LOK SIGNATURES FOR REUNION DINNER TONIGHT! I KNOW THE FOOD'S GONNA BE DAMN GOOD BECOS, HELLO WE'RE TALKING ABT TUNG LOK HERE.VERY EXCITED TO ATTACK THE FOOD!

Didnt go to chinatown this new year.Broke my 8 years tradition streak.

I'm the proud owner of a lovely pair of customized sneakers right now.Wt made it specially for me! I paid her twenty cents for it.Yeah we're superstitious kids but we seriously dont wanna risk our friendship becos it's too precious alr.We had lunch at some chi restaurant and I was very unhappy because the rice sucked.So gross pls they totally drowned my rice in sweet sauce and it made the rice super soggy and soft.If I wanted my rice to be in such a liquified state, I would have ordered porridge right?! Pissed off.I like my rice hot and dry.

Bought a rubbermaid water bottle hahhahahahaha I'm very happy with it! This one better last for at least 3 years and make my money worth it.It's said to be waterproof, shatterproof, heatproof.My water bottle sounds damn zai right!

Had a pre-reunion dinner with immediate family at vivo's crystal jade.The food was really really good.The bill amounted to around 300 bucks, though it was just 4 pax.But I honestly thought the dining experience was worth every cent cos we had really spectacular views of the pretty cruises and everything else.I really love dining at vivo's restaurants esp those facing sentosa, the ambience is always perfect.

Anyway.

There was a nike carrier that caught both my mom's and my eyes.It's super gorgeous and it's like, totally jasmine yeo's style.There was 20% discount and I was abt to psycho my mom alr, but she was suddenly reminded of this stupid nike cash voucher which she can claim from standard chartered next week so she stubbornly refused to get the carrier just now and is bent on waiting for the voucher instead.I damn scared next week the carrier no more stock.I will seriously bury myself in siloso beach if it happens.

Yay tmrw got reunion dinner with the entire family tree.I hope shark fin's part of the menu.

Once in a lifetime

you'll find a treasure

a golden gift that makes your heart surrender

then one day on a mountain night

i'll spread my wings to fly

there's only one mona lisa, only one can lead us

there's only one turn, and just one one move

and for my life, there's one only you.

如果你不了解你的过去，你就像树叶, 从不知道自己是树的一份。

就像燕子不能没有巢，
人，不能没有家。

The two of them, so cute so sweet together.I like.

I think I got a serious heart problem.There's this unexplainable stretchy feeling.Maybe my heart is growing, I might wake up with a bigger heart tmrw morning.

Because I talked to you abt it, I thought you'll understand.But its obvious you dont.Why cant you seriously consider facts first before shooting yr mouth in all directions?

I dont like ending a post on an angsty note.So I'll try to come up with smth happy.

Obama's the official president of america! Oh yeah man!

As if I really care pls.I dont even know if my mom will find out abt the missing box of pineapple tarts and skin me, so you think I actually bother who's the new president of america? But somehow obama reminds me of tom robinson which reminds me I got B3 for combined humanities which reminds me I got B3 for pure geography as well which reminds me I still dare take arts stream which reminds me jae results coming out soon.Obama is indirectly affecting my personal life.He should go acjc and join their biennial funfair so that the theme of it can be, FUN-O-RAMA OBAMA BANANA.

I scared obama is secretly reading this at the white house instead of coming up with ways to save the global economy.What if he plants a bomb in serangoon tmrw?

Yay this is jerica for you.So lovely.

Down to jerica's house in the morning to play with her before she goes to sch.She grew taller! And is still as cute as ever.I brought her downstairs to wait for her sch bus and she made me lug her heavy bag around whilst she played at the playground.Can die.But anyway she let me wear her christmas hat HAHAHAHA I was so happy.I love christmas hats.

There are some other individual shots of jerica I wanna upload but I encouted some sharing violation shit so I cant.Make do with those below first.I will probably upload her pics in the next post aft I fix the problem.

I FINALLY GOT THE "HEART OF GREED" VCD WAAAAHAHAHAHAHA IT'S THE FIRST HONGKONG DRAMA I'M WATCHING.

Things might have been better off if I chose passion over practicality.But passion doesnt always lead you to yr dreams, does it? Passion just gives you a reason to fight, a reason to hold on when you're burning out.

Subjective things aside.I'm seeing my fav girl tmrw! Havent told her in advance I'm coming over so I hope she'll be happily surprised.But there's always the downside, I cant play with her for long cos she has school tmrw.Heard she looks cute in her uniform so I seriously cant wait to see her! I can bury her head in soft toys again.Hahahaha she goes crazy whenever I do that, how cute.

Buffet lunch at nikon mura today was awesome with the girlfriends around.I seriously ate alot, so much that I couldnt really walk later on.Damn bloated to the max.I was making annoying slurping sounds with the udon so I think the other two of them were grossed out.The two of you, sleepover soon ok! I want my lightstick party!

Anyw pris I'm sorry about tmrw's lunch.Meet up on fri? Message me.I have a problem initiating messages now, I can only reply.It's stupid but true.

I need to pee now.Why do I always need to pee at around 10pm every night!

I wanna get a new bike.I miss those solitary night cycling I used to have.

Realized fbts now comes in hot pink.I want to buy! I will dye my hair pink and apply pink nail polish onto my fingernails.I want to be the pIiInK GuRrL.

Why does everyone think I'm not funny enough to enter the Joke Club? Quote from msn convo with huihui, "only you think you are funny".I'm very sad now cos my pride has been trampled on.I seriously think I'm very funny, I cannot believe that no one's on the same frequency as me.

Having buffet lunch with girlfriends tmrw.I am going to starve myself for breakfast so I can eat a lot during the buffet to make my money worth it.Shit I think I'm really eating alot recently.I have alr started to attack the cny goodies hahaha I am a bit too fast.I had 10 pineapple tarts for breaksfast today morning! I feel blissful!

Sidenote.I miss you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you and you.It refers to 9 different individuals btw.

I came back from nyjc being a hapy girl becos the prize money was more than what I expected.You may think I'm gonna splurge all the money on myself but no.I'm donating it to charity.Hahahahaha kidding.I where got so noble pls.

No one's home tonight and I need to settle dinner myself.I was thinking of going over to my grandma's place for dinner so I can play wii as well but argh, I just dont feel like seeing people today.

Mobtv hasnt been regularly updating their shows so I currently have nothing interesting to watch.Yes I actually subscribed to it.I'm reduced to watching spastic kiddy shows from okto's category now.The cosmo show quite cute though.I saw them filming at kovan before, what a place.Ok ok thou shalt not be mean.

I'M SUPPOSED TO GO NYJC FOR THE SCHOLARSHIP AWARD CEREMONY SHIT AND IT TOTALLY SLIPPED OFF MY MIND.

PLUS I NEED TO WEAR THE SCH UNIFORM AND LIKE HELLO WHERE'S MY SCHOOL BADGE?!

My life's been revolving around the whole jae choice-making for the past few days.I thought through things really hard and finally ditched sajc.Whatever happens, I'm never looking back.

Okay so I've been meeting kings for lunch two days consectively.He's a very fragile guy with a very vulnerable heart hahahahahaha because he goes into a sudden depression mode when I made fun of him and his doria hands.But frankly speaking he's really nice cos he makes great omelettes for me with lots of extra ingredients.Plus he treated me to pizza hut today cos he thought I was angry at him yesterday which I am obviously not but I didnt say it in case he decides not to treat me anymore.I'm sly.Muaahhahahaha (btw this is supposed to sound evil)!

I'm thinking of getting the archer house shirt becos I want to wear it during the upcoming cny.And I conveniently got myself the sch diary today afternoon whilst collecting my eagles award.Those planners at kino/borders/pageone is too complicated for me to use.

Anyway I just wanna post this two pics of kings because I found it hilarious that his specs are always drooping down when he's eating and thats a fact that everyone at my workplace realizes as well.And talking abt work, my jap boss is still speaking to me in jap even though it's evident I dont understand what he's rattling abt and omg he pronounces my name in the grossiest way you can ever imagine.

This boy here has gone into a serious emo mode because I said he has doria hands.

You know something.

Yesterday I asked a pri school friend how was her o'levels results.She said it was average.I just found out that she's actually a 2-pointer.I dont know if I'm shocked at her perfect results, or at her definition of 'average'.

And I saw xinyi at sajc's open house today.Happiness.

J: Can everything take H1?
X: Ya, can.You go ITE college west see if they have.
J: Maybe you can go and die

Anyway.

I STILL HAVENT SEE MY RESULTS SLIP YET HAHAHAHA PAPER CLIP ALSO NEVER TAKE OUT.

I think I was really expressionless when I got my results today.My FT was actually shocked at my calmness itself.But anyway, my results arent pretty.It's already 1255am now and I havent even looked at my results slip yet hahahaha I only know my L1R5 because my FT told me so.

The JAE book is so demoralizing pls, hwa chong's cut-off is like 3.Not that I'm aiming for that sch or what but seriously 3 points is absolutely no joke.I will salute to every hwa chong student I see from tmrw onwards.And I never knew singapore had a school by the name of national jc, I'm completely unaware of its existence.

Alright, I'm gonna read my magazine now.I'd rather read the magazine than take a peek at my results slip, am I cool enough for you?

I dont know if everything will backfire.But seriously.It takes a lot of courage to write that message.I'm just hoping she'll understand my current situation and leave a reply.Frankly speaking, I'm more worried abt whether she'll reply me than my o'level results tmrw.

For the sake of everything else.Pls reply me, girl.

(Btw, this hasnt got anything to do with affairs of the heart.Your imaginations, dont let it run wild.)

My whole body is burning up now I'm very sure I have a fever.I'm sorry I cannot provide my current body temp because I dont believe in taking yr temp when you're having a fever.I mean like, IF YOU'RE HAVING A FEVER MEANS YOU'RE HAVING A FEVER, TAKE TEMP FOR WHAT.I dont need a thermometer to tell me that I'm having a fever, I can feel it myself.

And honestly what's with the sudden fever, some kind of ominous premonition for monday?

Suddenly had the impulse to watch a particular local eng drama series- sense of home, and so I did.I've been wanting to catch it since a long time ago because I'm intrigued by the storyline.
The whole series touches on the idea of singaporeans migrating overseas.It speaks abt how more people are allured by the idea of starting a new life overseas because singapore's just too metronomical an ubran city with living costs skyrocketing by the minute.

Actually the main point of the show's just revolving abt how people are so willingly giving up their lives in singapore.Think the grass is greener on the other side? But sometimes when you get over to the other side, you'll realize that the grass is not even there.

"I have a life back in Singapore, which I say I hate.Yes, I do complain about the education system which puts as much pressure on parents as it does to the children and the 20 taxis that pass by me without stopping on a rainy day.

But I'm a singaporean.And complaining is our national past-time.I'm not ready to give up just yet."

Ultimately, home is still where the heart is.

So next monday's officially the release of results.

I dont know if you believe this or not.But I dont exactly care what happens.Please dont take this from a nonchalant aspect.What I'm saying is, the results isnt as impt to me as it is to others.I think this lies in the fact that I dont really have a definite path I want to take so I'm fine with either ways.So long as I end up in WKWSOC somehow.

Pls dont take the above paragraph along the lines of me trying to show off how cool I am just because I'm not scared for my results.Of cos I'm worried abt it but I know it's not everything to me.And that's because I know what my priorities in life are, and I know what's truly important to me.Sadly, it isnt my results that really really really matters to me.

I think a fever's developing with my head.Damn those cheesecakes.

Slept at 5am today morning, got up at 10am for work.I was expecting myself to be angsty at work or smth because that usually happens when I dont get enough of either sleep or food.But surprisingly I didnt exude any tinge of tiredness whilst working, and I was actually feeling quite energetic instead.My body's turning erratic.And so is my mental state.

Ok.Results day is approaching soon.I honestly dont feel scared, yet.It's not that I'm very confident of my results or smth, it's just that I'm completely devoid of feelings right now.

I was remarking casually how deprived of food the house is because I ate up everything and she actually took my words seriously.She specially got down to marks&spencer to stock up food for me cos she knows I like the food there very much.Its not a very big deal or anything but I honestly found it very sweet.

Yay its abt 7pm now, time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.

Just one call from rae in the morning, and I'm on my way to meet her.It's either I'm a very enthusiastic person or I'm just too free.We didnt take any pictures today which is actually very rare if you take our previous few outings into consideration.Anyway, rae if you're looking at this! We must eat the snow ice again!

Nyonya show last two episode tonight.Hurry get over and done with it.I cannot tolerate an emotional woman crying beside me every night at 9pm anymore.My mother's one of a kind.Like really really really one kind only, exclusive species.

I've transferred some pictures from flickr over to my facebook account.Yay now my facebook profile doesnt look so pathetic anymore.I want to go on a friend adding spree.I'm sure I definitely have more friends than the 103 people on my current list given the wide social network that I have.Hahahahaha alright you get the message.

Tmrw's a disaster.I have work until 4am (wed morning).

You're going to make it.I dont know when, but someday you will.Just dont lose heart.

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I just found out that xinyi and weilun tendered their resignation letters.No one to retrieve my PDA for me every morning anymore.And no more free chicken wings.

Anyway.My mom's determined on getting me an iPod nano.She keeps bugging me abt my preferred colour, it's getting annoying.

You'll never guess who I met at my workplace yesterday night.

LI.JIA.WEI.

She has killer legs.Must be the olympics.

I think it's because you're always there to hold the fort, thats why I'm not trying hard enough.

And there's finally a calendar on my table.

So.Yesterday afternoon saw me playing games at mindcafe with rae.The place has really unique games and my aim is to try every single one before I die.Tried out a few games and my fav one is dirty minds.The phrases we're supposed to say out is rather sick but it's super fun.I laugh until I spit the tea which was intially in my mouth, back into the cup.Yes yes, and I drank the tea again later.

Vivo thereafter, saw some really nice clothings at GAP and zara.I think I'll go back again to get them since my wardrobe's deprived of clothes.Had marche's crepe for dinner.The queue was vvvvvv long but the crepe's totally worth the wait.

Countdown party in the evening.There's really nothing spectacular to blog abt here because what I saw was exactly what you saw on tv as well.But it's really fun to see everything live on stage.

Jeanette's voice is super gross you need to hear it live to believe it.

I hate daiyangtian to the core ok yet his fans still dare to ask me help them take a pic with everyone holding up ugly posters of him bearing his ugly name and ugly face.Yes I'm prejudiced against him and that's because he's from china.I support singaporeans like elvin ng's who is really really really very hot seriously I cannot emphasize more.I want to join his fanclub alr.

The countdown party was damn shiok.It's gonna make me sleep with a smile on my face tonight, seriously.

Blog again later in the morning/afternoon.