Havent started on mrp research.Need to complete geog and econs tutorials, but I cant find them.APGP questions are crazy, they screw yr brain up.

I'm going to msg the tennis captain later, abt quitting the team.I need smth really really challenging and fast-paced.I'm not saying tennis is a slow game, but somehow I cannot stand having to learn all the diff strokes.Like I wanna start playing the real game now even though I can hardly serve.I know I'm a very impatient person, but that's just me.

Okay okay back to apgp now.

Michelle Ho, this is for you.

Sorry for calling you an idiot in my previous post, even though I'm actually not very sorry abt it at all.You will irritate me to death sooner or later.

JUST LOOK AT OUR MSN CONVO.

J: You be peanut I be butter
M: Ok
J: I call you peanut in sch you must reply ok
J: If not I downgrade you to a fullstop
M: then I be full, you be stop
J: CAN YOU JUST GET OVER IT

M: jianbin they all got full marks for maths test
J: omg are you serious? damn smart la
M: eh you cant praise them.only can praise me
J: -_____________-
M: your eyes so weird and ugly.why so far apart?
J : I wanna go for the econs trip but I have no money
M: me too
J: you dont look poor to me
M: of cos la.your eyes got problem what, so far apart

M: I gotta go, bye bye butter!
J: ok bye
M: dont you miss me?
J: JUST GO PLS DONT HAUNT ME ANYMORE
M: ok bye bye
M: really?
M: confirm?
M: you sure ah?
J: OMG JUST GO PLS

Now you know why I described michelle as an irritating girl.Hahahahahaha ok I promised to be nicer to her so I wont call her irritating anymore.What about.....annonying?

Finally found a working link for watching slumdog.I tried one link previously and it took me abt half an hr to realize that its in hindi and not english.

Didnt complete my maths tutorials last night, so I tried to chiong it out during chi lessons this morning.But I realized I didnt complete my chi summary either so I had to double-chiong.The class has an abundance of chairs so I put another one in front of me and rested my legs on it.Plus I took off my shoes.Damn shiok pls.My chi teacher was shoving me disapproving looks.Hahahahaha she very funny one! Everyday compliment herself only.

I took off my skirt in front of my civics tutor, who so happened to be a guy.It was quite a hilarious sight because I was alr halfway taking it off and he came over, so I was like ahdsajsdgjashgd and I stared at him for awhile becos I dont know whether to proceed or pull my skirt up again.I thought it was rather awkward but obviously he doesnt give a damn.He doesnt even care if you forge yr parentals signature, you think he care whether you take off yr skirt in front of him?

Gonna watch slumdog now and go meet my girlfriends for dinner later! They are currently over at victoria sch, supporting the badminton team.I seriously hope the team wins, even though their win/lost doesnt really mattter to me actually.But y'knw, it's always good to be nice girl.

I was just messaging michelle awhile ago and I wanted to jump out of my window.She's seriously the most irritating girl of the century hahahahahaha even though she wrote a really sweet note to me yesterday, it still cannot deny the fact that she's irritating.Tmrw got maths test and that idiot is still playing pet society now.

My sore throat's coming back.I think its becos I ate the choc desiree gave me today.It's some curly wurly cadbury one, damn nice I cannot resist.I feel so guilty towards her now, I refuse to talk to her yet she whole day give me snacks to eat.

Hope it doesnt rain tmrw.I wanna go for a short run before whacking balls on the court.Oh yeah btw I ran 6 rounds around the track today non-stop! Its 2.4km and I didnt even stop a single step like I really kept running and running.No joke hor.

Shit I'm eating a lot.Like seriously I just had two big muffins and now I'm eating corn cup.Plus I have another apple pie waiting for me on the table.It's not that I really want to eat it but its like there's so much food in the hse and no one is clearing them, so I take it upon myself to finish up everything.It's like my moral obligation to eat every single shit in the house.

Tmrw will be the earliest day I've ever woken up in the year.

I'm a proud member of a 13-person clique, newly established today.We're called friday the 13th! Hahahahaha desiree was lamenting to everyone that I dont wanna talk to her, cos apparently I said "I cant communicate with you.We have no common topic" straight in her face.But she still gave me her grape sweet during gp tutorial! I need to go stock up on some snacks to bring to sch and eat them in class becos we're allowed to! Must make full use of the opportunity.

J: Shermin shermin shermin shermin!
S: *continues to mark attendance*
J: Shermin shermin shermin shermin!
S: *still continues to mark attendance*
M: eh shermin!
S: yeah?
J: eh why you like that! I call you so many times you nvr reply, michelle call you once only then you reply!
S: sorrrrrrry I really never hear you callling me! Nvm, you try calling me again!
J: Shermin!
S: (in a super exaggerated tone) Yes, you called meeeeeee?

THIS GIRL DAMN CUTE.

OMG I JUST REALIZED THAT MY PRINTER IS CAPABLE OF PRINTING DOUBLE-SIDES.

"If I go home before 3pm I will die"
"I cant believe you guys go straight home to sleep!"

I'm going to have a hard time blending in with my classmates.Our lifestyles are totally off.

It was my first time taking pe for the year and it was horrendous.I wanna be on lifelong mc.Anyway I tell you, kuek goes to sch to eat only.She eats damn alot of sweets and throws the wrapper inside my pencil case like seriously can die.Everytime you see her, her mouth is either talking or eating.Oh yeah btw we anyhow filled in ans for our chi ws and we got full marks! It's been a long time since I got full marks for any piece of work.HAHAHAHA I was momentously happy.

Yay.My fatty boy just sent me a msg, he's going down to marine parade to get me cupcakes.

I seriously think chi songs beat english ones hands down.English songs have very catchy tunes but the lyrics are completely senseless and stupid.If you listen to the right chi songs performed by the right people, it's really one of the best enjoyment in life.Esp when you listen to those people from 星光大道, you can literally cry while watching their videos over youtube.They sing from their hearts and you can just feel it naturally.

Anyw I heard yoga's concert yesterday was damn good.Shit.I should have gone.

No hows, no whys.Just love.

I must blog abt this.

My teacher encourages us to forge our parents signature.He says it's no big deal to do so.It's quite refreshing to hear that, coming from a sch whereby forgery leads to a demerit of 23423864 points and serious disciplinary trouble.In jc everyone's pretty open abt everything, and I think that's cool.

YOGAAAAAAA'S CONCERT TONIGHT.LIKE NOW NOW NOW.I WANT TO GO!

I stole a mentos from the general office today.

Very very very very sad.

I have 3 various meetings/trainings to attend tmrw, all clashing at 3pm.Why like that, why why why.Apparently I have mc for tmrw but I'm dragging myself to school anyway.I might just faint and die.

I feel like joining rugby.I wanna try contact rugby but its only strictly for guys becos its too agressive.But I like agressive stuff! Thats probably why I pinch my sister on a daily basis.

You know it's no laughing matter when your fever hits 40+ degree celcius and you start vomitting all over the place.Whats more, you fall flat onto the floor unable to get up, because you dont even have that basic energy to do so.

I honestly felt like dying yesterday.My sickness took a turn for the worse till the extent that my parents comtemplated the idea of admitting me to a hospital.Very scary.

Ok I just took my medicines and now I'm really drowsy.

I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE.I'VE NEVER BEEN SO SICK IN MY LIFE BEFORE.AND I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN KARMA NOW.

For the past few days of orientation, kuek and I refused to cheer, die die also dont want to open our mouths.Both of us were happily cursing those who were fervently cheering their lives out.And behold.....the two of us are down with severe sore throat which is affecting our schedules greatly tmrw.

I was comtemplating with the idea of ponning sch tmrw with kuek.Usually when I do that, there will always be people around who will persuade me out of it becos they cannot imagine not seeing me for a day.But as you know, there are always some assholes lurking around our planet, "two of you dont go sch tmrw, dont spread to me".Just a few mins ago, the same aforementioned asshole went:

"GO AND SLEEP SINCE YOU ARE SO FULL OF CRAP".

This is the reason why not all friendships last forever.

I'm on the verge of death alr and yet the sch's netball captain texted me to go down for training tmrw at 5.15pm.What the hell, they want me to train with them when I havent even gone for the trials.What if I dont get into the team, then I train with them for what.Sorry but sick people tend to complain more.

My class is awesome.Because they take the initiative to do everything, I dont have to lift a finger.

Oh yeah, there's this angel (J2s) and mortal(J1s) game going around the sch.Apparently my angel wrote me a note alr, but I havent replied.So I'm gonna write a letter to my angel now yay.

And I'm seriously dying!

I want to die now.

Happy Vday, I'm having a sore throat so I cannot meet my lover tonight.

I came to the conclusion that my facebook account is really damn dormant.I'm going to add lots of friends now, so many people have an account! Crazy.Why no one has neopets account? Then I can have more neofriends.

5 bucks down the drain.Great.

Honestly cant rmb much abt what happened during the GP seminars, except for the fact that diana ser looked into my eyes for a moment.I dont know why, but I'm somewhat impressed by the way she takes on questions.Her answers are really succint, I like.I cannot tolerate people who say one whole load of rubbish except for the main answer itself.It's like beating abt the bush and never hitting the roots.I usually ask the person to shut up or I'll turn my back and walk away.

GC workshop at 3pm, it was unbearable.The GC is so complicated to use, and I'm too dumb for it.It's amazing what functions it has to offer but operating it is like tearing my brains apart.I'm alr having problems with the usage of GC, I cant imagine how long solving real maths questions will take.

Amazingly, I got into the sch tennis team.But I think I'll most probably be pulling out becos tennis isnt my game afterall.I'll see how things goes.

Just came back from sch.Yes yes we had disco night! The whole hall was transformed into a discotheque, its amazing.Everyone totally went crazy.Me & kuek are the ultimate ownage, we danced our fav fish dance! I'm shocked at the amount of people who can breakdance in the college! They are all seriously damn pro.

And tonight was a perfect exemplification of not judging a book by its cover.Its like those geeky people you see in the daytime suddenly turn into party animals by night.It's super super scary ok.Anyway.We plmgs girls rocks, we just stand in a big group and wait for the spotlight to shine on us only.

Had water games in the afternoon and I wasnt being thrown water bombs at, I was literally being attacked.Some random kiddo started aiming the bombs at me like omg hello do I even know you.She'd better watch out.I'll take my revenge someday.Gave human waterfall a miss becos of my arm bruises hahahhahaha it's hilarious to see the guys struggling to climb up.There was an instance whereby an OGL's shirt flung up and I accidentally saw his biceps, wah spectacular sight really.

Marty won best tribe.Boom dynamite ti-ti-ti-ti-ti-ti-ti boom dynamite (kuek I know you're laughing at this, so shut up).

0932.Awesome people who'll deafen me sooner or later.

My hands are red and swollen now.I played volleyball with some random girls on the court.If only volleyball sch team people didnt have that sickening zhuai face, I would have signed up for volleyball.I really really wanted to join.Realized they train 3 times a week until 9pm, got a big shock so I walked away from the booth HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway, me & kuek went round the sch bragging abt our experiences in guzheng.The guzheng people took us for real they wanted to shove us the sign-up form."Shit la, we brag too much already".Hahahahahaha me playing the guzheng, what a sight.

Desiree is the coolest.She's joining the student council and pestered me to vote for her.She wants to be the president of the council cos she wanna see her name "on the brown plaque in the hall".

D: smell me, do I stink?
J: no.Smell me!
D: omg you're damn smelly
J: walao, dont wanna vote for you alr la
D: eh sorry sorry you smell as nice as flowers and butterfiles
J: butterfiles got smell one meh?
D: dont know la, but pls vote for me ok I got 44 votes from chung cheng alr

0932 went for class lunch at macs today.I taught jiwei the cosine/sine cheer and she was mumbling it the whole time until huiling told her to shut up.The cheer is so catchy and addictive! I'm gonna teach everyone so we can all cheer during maths exams.

Disco night tmrw, jieqi and I still havent mastered the moves properly yet.We're just gonna just do our own thing and see how things turn out hahahahahaha he's so cute you need to call his name twice before he actually responds.

"People can break dance provided the spaces are big enough and no one is standing or dancing too near the break dancers."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I WANT TO BREAK DANCE TMRW AHAHAHA I AM GOING TO OWN THE DANCEFLOOR WOOOHOOOOO.

Ha, I never thought I'll actually feel this way.And becos I told myself I wont regret, I'll stick to my words.I'm not dissatisfied, just fearful.But I know I'll get over this somehow.I always do.

Let's get to the happy stuff.

• mom got bakerzin's macaroons for me
• the $200 nike cash vouchers arrived
• my iPod is ready for collection
• dad bought apple strudel for me
• im $50 richer
• i have a nice class tutor

Talking abt my class tutor, he takes me for geog lessons also.I realized that for all my life, my FTs always happen to be my geog teacher as well.I still cant rmb his name even though he introduced himself during lectures before, I only know he's a true-blue acs guy.His classic statement, "over here, you have the plmgs contigent".

I find that my form class(0932) is ridiculously enthusiastic and energetic.It sucks to be a guy in 0932 becos you get pulled into doing biombotic cheers invented by the girls.

Excited for tmrw, cca bazaar omgz I wanna join joke club.

Dancing for 2 hours straight totally drained me.The whole dance is actually damn nice if you execute the steps properly but I'm pretty knocked out so I skipped many many steps and the dance came out pretty weird hahahaha nvm, just blame my partner.Weird boy.

Sentosa tmrw.I seriously hope we seriously do smth seriously fun.

I successfully installed my printer so I'm pretty happy now.I bought it, lugged it back, fixed it up.Proud of myself, at least now I've one notable achievement for the year.

It sucks to be my OGL.That poor guy called me 5 times when I was sleeping.

I'VE DECIDED TO TAKE A POSITIVE APPROACH TOWARDS MY LIFE.Orientation tmrw, yay yay yay yay.0932 is gonna be damn bonded becos it's plmgs dominated.Anyway here's a shocking revelation if you havent heard, theres eight plmgs girls in my form class.Get this right, form class not OG.Means I wont be with them for one week, but 2 years instead.It sucks, but since I'm along the lines of positivity, I'm going to embrace everyone tmrw yay.

I wanna play volleyball.

9pm, riverside, love tunes, matcha cone.The night was great.

I'm hungry, tired, sad and annoyed.

Bought an epson printer on impulse just now.I dont know how to install it.

We try to make sense of events around us, trying to reason happenings and justifying their existence.We chain things together and force a pattern out of it.Because we cant accept that fact that some things just so happened- irrationalised, illogical, unreasonable.

By accident, by chance.

If everything happened for a reason, what then happens to fate and destiny?

Some things in life, are purely ungoverned by logic.I think that's what makes life beautiful.

You know how it's like when you're trying so hard and all it takes is one simple action to get everything crashing down?

I dont know if you can tell, but I'm actually trying my very best to salvage the whole situation.It's tiring, it's hurtful.But I dont think I'm ready to give up.2 years ago, I almost lost C becos of the same reason.I hope it wouldnt be you this time round.

Sat with jingpei during GP and we completely just died there.Watched a CNN video and it's so obvious that the US presidential election dominated 2008's news league.I conclude that the entire human race in the lecture theatre has a super low sense of humour, they laugh at the slightest stuff.I cant wait for the class lists to be out, so there wouldnt be as much mass lectures.

L: "Feel free to ask any questions, theres's no such thing as stupid questions"
J: "There's no stupid questions, only stupid people (stares hard at jinle)"

Got logged into my litespeed account and I realized there's a GP seminar next fri, I need to choose 2 breakout/concurrent talks to attend.Diana Ser is coming! Anw I dont know how to sign up for the talks so I guess I wont do so, I shall wait for my handsome tutor to come and haunt me down.Yes yes my tutor's very good-looking cos he's a caucasian! Everytime he asks for my name during attendance-taking, I will melt.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA peter charles kellet.He takes H2 history and omgz he has mass appeal.

I overheard this a few days back, "eh wanna take h2 history or not, lecturer damn hot".

There's disco night next week, die die die.

Having 3 lectures today alr drove me crazy, and I have 4 tmrw.Hate mass lectures at LT4.

There were already people mugging after lectures.Whats with all this people, it's only the second day of sch pls.So chiong for what, subj combi not even confirmed yet.Anyway if I unfortunately get H1 chem, I will seriously kill myself.I find that attending chem lectures is a personal tragedy for me.

RAN IN THE RAIN DURING PE THIS AFTERNOON, jc teachers are so not sympathetic.Plmgs will never allow that to happen pls, slight drizzle only then cancel the whole morning jog.Shiok.

Shall go transit link tmrw to get an extension of concession rates.It hurts to see the amt in my ez-link card depleting at such a rapid pace.

And I thought it was orientation week.Lessons are starting tmrw and I have 3 lectures on hand.I dont even know where the lecture theatres are.I need a campus map HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'm not in the mood to print chem notes.Anyway I shall try my very best to bond with my OG tmrw.